Post by Deleted on Mar 17, 2019 3:57:18 GMT -5
A little over three weeks ago I got in a fairly severe car accident, and life has gotten significantly more mournful in the wake of this. I was coming home from work and a woman driving too fast blew a red light and T-boned my car on the passenger side. My Audi had the right side caved in and the frame bent, so my insurance totaled it out. I've been driving my mother's car in the meantime. (Long story, mom drives my father's car, my father is always traveling for work). I walked away in one piece, bless german engineering. But I ended up with multiple cracked ribs, severe whiplash, and a concussion. I also got a black eye from my airbag, but oh well. I'm just thankful I didn't break anything in my neck or spine.
I've been, and still am, on a cocktail of pain meds and it's been effecting my mental health. It's made sleeping difficult, and I've been horribly depressed as a result. Even now I'm only typing this because my head is killing me and I can't sleep. It just feels like my life is imploding around me and I can't find either the joy or the time for much beyond work, sleep, and physical therapy for my neck. I think about you guys every day, but I couldn't find the strength to bare myself out of shame. I let you all down, vanishing randomly for weeks on end. I understand any negativity you want to hold against me. I failed everyone, especially myself. I'm sorry.
I've been, and still am, on a cocktail of pain meds and it's been effecting my mental health. It's made sleeping difficult, and I've been horribly depressed as a result. Even now I'm only typing this because my head is killing me and I can't sleep. It just feels like my life is imploding around me and I can't find either the joy or the time for much beyond work, sleep, and physical therapy for my neck. I think about you guys every day, but I couldn't find the strength to bare myself out of shame. I let you all down, vanishing randomly for weeks on end. I understand any negativity you want to hold against me. I failed everyone, especially myself. I'm sorry.